Day 09 - How you hope your future be like

Well here I am again going at it with the 30 days challenge. Yea I've been taking forever to finish up, ain't I? Thousand apologize my fellow readers, there has been a lot of things that's gone out in my life. Growing up, becoming matured, planning stuff and blah blah. I hope I'd be able to write them when I am ready.

Anyways, coming back to the topic "How you hope you future be like" . Can I say, I wanna have a huge mansion with a collection of all the super cars and bikes, a special wardrobe to keep all my clothes and shoes, all the cool gadgets in the world, and blah blah? =P

Just joking. I think I would like to find my rhythm in life where career matters. Of course along the way I would love to meet someone who could eventually sweep me off my feet away. Though it's been quite some time since I've moved, I think I still miss certain things from then. But I do know that going back is just wasting whatever effort and work that I've actually put up.

Since I've got Scarlet, (which is my 1st ever bike!!) things seem kinda different for me. I think I've grown up but at the same time I think I am still the old me somehow. Confusing? It's okay I know how it feels. It took me sometime to get in par with that too. LOL

I am looking to set my own business and would love to build a huge network all around the world. Stamp a mark of me so that I would be able to help those people who needs help. Yea that's been my ultimate dream since as far as I could remember.

It's not anyone's fault that they've been born in a poor family or not a great environment and it's also not their fault too if they don't get the resources they need to build them. Even me, at once I struggled to get some student scholarship so that I'd be able to chase my dreams only to be broken to bits and pieces which kinda ended my last ever flame to study. (am a person who hates studies)

So I think there are a lot of them out there who needs help. Genuinely and desperately needs help! I would love to be there to rescue their hopes and dreams. Money comes and money goes but wouldn't it be nice if you know it went for a good reason?

Last but not least, I would love to get married of course! Simple and nice but big and HUGE party to kick off my union day with future wife. And of course I would love to have my juniors! Though having kids comes with great responsiblity, I think I could handle it.

Though am not sure if I actually fulfilled the title, I hope I didn't bore you guys. *wink* Once again, sorry about the pics. They are just so adorable!! <3

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Well recently my timing have become bad to worst as I rarely have time to do anything at all. I have enough time to do this and that, when I realize that I have to spare time for someone or something I feel drained out already. Yet still I try my best to make people pleased but often as hard as I try, I fail the same extend. It's depressing to the extend that I feel so tired.

But this post is supose to be about the moment I was suposed to be satisfied with my life. LOL ok ok, coming back to the topic. I think I have managed to achieve and live a few dreams on my own more than once. I am a person who thinks living the dream is talking the real deal. So I tend to do things that I have dreamed of doing hence I think I've felt satisfied quite some times.

1 of my proudest moment was a few years back. When I went to Japan with no knowledge of their language while my peers had months and years of learning experience. Hence being the odd 1 left out, I needed a lot of help for translation from friends who spoke english whenever I had an encounter with a Japanese. It made life difficult for me as well anyone who spoke english around me.

Then surprisingly enough it took me merely 3 months to pick up the language. From understanding, reading, and writing normal daily conversation became almost close to natural to me. I think the time I spend learning the language is kinda blur to me. But my life in Japan is very fresh in my memories.

1 thing that I think I miss the most is those times and probably a part where I was satisfied with my life until everything came crumbling on me. I've felt that regardless of whatever that I feel is working out for me, crumbled on me eventually. At some point I even felt I was cursed or a big failure.

Yet still, ever since I think I've grown a lot and matured to see the positive side of these things. So now reminiscing those times, I don't feel depressed or regrets but only glad that I actually went through with all of those. Because the experience that I've got of life, is way more than most people of my age group. Due to this probably the way I see life is different compared to others. This kinda makes people to misunderstand me most the time maybe because of the differences of our point of views.

Confusing? Alright then I rather not confuse you all no more. Plus this lappie I hijacked to blog is running outa battery. So sorry guys for the M.I.A. state but I am working on it. Thanks for the support once again to my readers.

Looking forward for more time to blog out more interesting stuffs that's been happening in my life! So till then, bye bye!